February 07, 2010

Chellery

Michellephant,

The picture is on Tylor's myspace blog, about a year or two ago. Yeah, instead of coming up to me and saying "hi" when I haven't seen him in a year, he takes a picture of me and Brandon and acts like it was sooo dirty. I was just pointing out to him that there were in fact BOOKS about sex, and therefor his excuse to look at porn magazines were all invalid.

I had a dream last night that Brandon died. And I kept thinking "no, he's not dead, he's just badly injured" and then realizing/remember that he did die, and crying a lot. I will definitely be putting this in my dream journal once I find it. Til then it goes in my binder.

And I bought some stuff for... Myself

I love skinny jeans. Especially the bright colored ones. I know in high school I HATED them, but they're really grown on me. They (on the occasion I find some that fit my odd proportions) make my ass look magnificent. From the front I just look like a fatty though. Hopefully cutting out pop takes care of some of that. And once the snow is gone I'll be biking fairly often.

XoXo
S

1 comment:

Michelle said...

I vaguely remember this sex book picture, or maybe just you mentioning it. I don't really remember looking at it, just hearing about it. Either way, everyone we went to high school with were total dickwads.

Your dreams are trying to tell you that you need some closure with him. Maybe staying friends with him isn't the best choice for your mental health. You might be feeling bad because you don't have closure and you're in a new relationship. Your feelings probably aren't feeling too well.

Well, Patrick and I waited eight months to "get intimate." but, then again, I was a virgin back then. I'm not sure how he dealt with it, though. Wow, that must have been really hard. Anyway, good thinking on buying toys!

Oh my gosh. This is going to sound weird, but April's butt looks SO CUTE in skinny jeans. I'm serious. She looks so much cooler than I ever did in high school. Almost as cool as I do now. ALMOST. haha.

And I've been feeling pretty bad about myself nowadays. I want to exercise more because i feel weaker and fatter than i used to be. Now that i can afford groceries, I've gained like 5 lbs! D: This is going to sound melodramatic, but the wii fit says I'm .2 lbs away from being 120 and i wanted to stay 115 forever! I'm sorry, I'll shut up now. But I really am concerned. ):