ugh

I've been tired and stressed and nervous.

Jacob leaves for basic soon. I'm going to John and Kandi's wedding with Anthony (since he's starting to get over everything that happened, I hope) and it makes me nervous like nothing else. I don't wanna fuck up. If I do, I'm going to be spending a LOT of time alone here. I don't want that.

Having a girl's night with Mal and Rhi and Kim (from work) wednesday though. It'll be a nice stress relief. Cuz I'm a fucking stress case right now.

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ps, I have black hair now. <3

screw up

Inner turmoil level is now down to approx. 79%

Lets see what tomorrow brings.

Lets see if Anthony will ever forgive me.