trying

well, my relationship is basically falling apart. a one person effort. the one person being me.

But I refuse to give up. honestly, I don't know why, because it just causes so much drama for my life... But I know that I'm happier sitting here crying because he's too childish to work our problems out than I would be if I were alone. And i'm not just desperately clinging to him or anything, I love him. I like being with him. Good times usually outweigh the bad. It ALWAYS would if he'd just start trying more (like, when even when he's pissed off he could still say "i love you" before he leaves after dropping me off at home...or say anything at all.)

I mean... I don't know if he's just so broken down that he feels like nothing is worth fighting for, or if he just doesn't think I want him to try. or maybe he just doesn't want to have to try.

I'm writing emo poetry.

It's heals.

Lick Her Legs

I just customized my layout. I wish I knew how to get it all centered. The picture not being centered bugs me.

I'm trying to get my old SD card to work. . . it's not going well.

till then lets look at these pictures I took of Michelle today.
nice, right? I can't get more than one to show up though.
how annoying. this is the "lick my legs pose"

I love Amanda Palmer. Don't You?
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............. much Love <3
Shayla

here for michelle...