The Struggle

So I found out that I don't have the right Graphics card, right? I don't understand that, because in every case of the error being the graphics card, there were problems with the graphics. I don't have ANY. It just freezes when I try to save. But whatever. Graphics cards are expensive, so fuck them. I'm just gonna save money and get a new laptop. maybe try to pawn mine off on my litter sister for a couple hundred dollars. About $800 will get me a new laptop from ebay. (no, I will not buy a laptop directly from the seller. It adds $200 or MORE to the price.)

Anyway. It sucks. very much. But my retainer cleaner came in today and my retainer now looks as clean as it did when I first got it :D I also got the bras I ordered on ebay. got 6 for $15. They're satin, come in a ton of colors (with cute embroidered hearts) and are insanely comfortable. I think I've gotten one new bra in the past year.. and until now have only had about one bra at any given time in life. so this is good. Also got the Jack Skellington decal that I got brandon for Christmas for his car. I hope he likes it. I don't know if the other things I bought will be in by Christmas ): And I'm broke. I mean, I get paid tomorrow, but I'm broke at the moment. I hate the feeling that if I found a crazy deal I couldn't get whatever it was.

........... I miss Brandon. If he were here, I wouldn't CARE that I couldn't play sims 2. and when we was at work, I would be at the library using the internet. Except I'm pretty sure I'm just going to pay for the ineternet. It'll only be on my laptop though, because I know Brandon will just use it for porn. :/

Funny enough, as I mention my sweet sweet baby, he calls me x3 I love that sweetie.

I have a gift card for Regal Cinemas for $25 that my uncle gave me last year. My uncle is bad ass. He always gives great gifts. Usually free rave movie tickets, along with movies, and this card for $25. TWENTY FIVE! so I'm going to the movies soon. their movies are only like, $8.50. That's like, almost 3 movies. sweeeeet.

anyway. now that Brandon's called and I've made future plans, I feel a LOT more upbeat. so I'll leave on a hight note.

Much <3
S