haha, they blocked out the picture that I put in for the porn! :D must not be allowed?
anyway. I'm home for the night, and tomorrow night, and the night after (I think) cuz tomorrow is Brandon's day off and he wants to hang out with his other friends for a bit to say bye to them. Greg and Albert, basically. And then, I WAS going to be coming over Thursday after work, but I have an orthodontist appointment the next morning, so I can't :(
it's supposed to be the appointment where they make the mold for my retainer. It's not gonna be. I'm kinda feeling mixed emotions, cuz I want them to get the braces off just to simplify my life, but at the same time, brandon -likes- me with braces. Told me that he thought they were really cute and that he'd miss them, and personally, I'd rather they finish the job that my mom spent a couple thousand dollars on. My one front tooth is STILL smooshed behind another a little. Sure, you can't see it from the front, but I -feel- it. And they aren't aligned anymore, which really makes me mad >:( no way are they giving me un-aligned top and bottom teeth.
Anyway. besides dressing becki for her homecoming dance, I've done NOTHING artistic but ideas. I've always been more of an idea person than a doing person.
I still feel like sewing though. I was told by more than 3 people today that I should be a fashion designer (:
I'm lonely. I miss Brandon. :'( how am I gonna last 6 months if I can barely do one night?
I've been watching My Name is Earl. Brandon likes such nice shows. It's about a guy who's done a lot of bad things in his life, and now thanks to "karma" whenever something good happens to him, something bad does too, so he's going through all the bad things in his life to make them better. It's quite funny.
Also been watching Goth Lyfe, thanks to michelle... I can only watch a minute at a time, because It's pretty bad, but I wanna watch more, cuz it's funny.
I beat Guitar Hero on easy. I'm going through and working on getting 5 stars on all the songs, them I'm moving on to medium. only have about 4 songs left.
I feel like... shopping. and dying my hair... and .... re-gothifying myself (I just love it so much, but keep falling into this 'normalcey' rut) lol.
getting large black and green nautical stars tattooed to my feet. yeah. it's bad ass.
much <3
S
michelle, still no blog? not even for me to comment on? or is it just -more- private now?
2 comments:
Oh my god, i feel like reverting to gothicism! (only i wasn't very goth to begin with!) I do feel too normal to be myself. What, with this readdiction to morbidity and all. While walking to school today, I pondered this and I've come to the conclusion that I'm acting too much like an adult. (Besides the whole buying an amanda palmer cd and Patrick finding out and taking away my card, the package, and my checkbook and hiding them from me until i get a job..)
BUT REALLY! I'm not crazy enough to be michelle anymore! I'm too nice to people around me. I should be rude and angsty. After all, I AM an art student!! What the hell is wrong with me!? (See, this is what My Chemical Romance and a few blog entries from Summer of '05 does to me!) I'm slowly reverting back to my freshmanic self now that I'm a freshman again. Take care of myself, you say? Think about my future? Save money? Pay the bills? Do homework? Find a job? I SAY NAY! I'm going to make collages out of gothic clothing catalogues and read MCR Vampire Fan Fiction on Deviantart instead!!
I feel like rebelling, but there's no one to rebel against anymore. :(
Oh, and why can't you see my blog?
Is that why I've seen a lag in the comments lately??
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