WKAP, Thanksgiving, supid cunt, and texts.

I'm feeling very non-artistic. Like, really really non-artistic. I painted the other day though. I'm pretty proud of it, even though it's not my best work ever. but now... I'm just kinda drained.

I'm supposed to get the rest of my WKAP package this month... but there are only two more mailing days left... it doesn't help that I didn't get my e-mail confirmation... had I not gotten my CD I'd have thought they totally screwed me over... but I haven't heard anything about them setting the date back a bit... or that they weren't shipping the shirts out yet, cuz I still don't have mine and I'm starting to feel angry... really... I forked over 100 fucking dollars to them because I'm a dedicated fan, and a true obsesor... but this is really pissing me off... If I miracualously get my things in the next two days I'll be ridiculously happy (even without my free downloads that I can only access through the e mail notification that I didn't get) but I just don't see it happening.


I just watched the Incredibles. . . one of very few good computer animated films.




Thanksgiving... went to my grandma and grandpa lee's house and didn't realy talk to anyone. I don't usually... Got some deserts to bring to brandon. Went to Grandma Rhymers and made two plates of food (everyone was teasing me about it) and after about 40 minutes left to go eat a thanksgiving meal with my baby on his lunch break. Then some bitch who worked there came in and started getting pissy with him for taking hour long breaks all the time, and when he tried to explain to her that my Mom made his schedule out so that he was -required- to take an hour long break (so he gets to be out of jail longer, and doesn't end up on overtime) and before he could even say anything the bitch was like "I don't know who told you this was alright, and I don't care, that's not how we do things here and if you're not going to get back to work now you can just go home"


who does she think she is? no, seriously. She wears the red vest, not the red button up formal shirt of the management of RK. My mom, the ASSISANT FUCKING MANAGER told him that he -had- to take an hour break, or the company will be over in hours, and she thinks she's so fucking special that she can overrule the assistant managers? wtf, stupid cunt.

Nothing much going on. Just me getting pissier and pissier every day. I sent a message out to EVERYONE that i've talk to in the last couple months saying happy thanksgiving... And I actually wrote a different message out to each and every person. . . didn't get any responces. not ONE. but I guess everyone else is out living their new fucking lives. who has time to text back? I can't wait for Brandon to be out of jail so I won't have to bother with other people anymore. even if I talk to somone non stop for a week, they'll eventually start ignoring me. I didn't know I was that annoying........

well, much love <3
S