stopping

I sometimes wish I wasn't so strong, because it'd be much easier if I could just let go of everything.

I wish I didn't have to hold on and keep trying.

At least if I stopped trying I'd have some sort of gratification in life. After years of trying, all I have is the same loneliness, self hate and depression I've always had.

Nothing changes when you strong, you just have to keep on going.

I don't want to go anymore.