I hate this.
Confusion. Mixed emotion. Switches. Going from high to low to high to low over and over is enough to make me feel crazy, but throw in a REASON and now the lows feel lower, and the highs feel higher.
I'm clear headed, happy.
I'm crushed, constricted, lonely.
I hate when you're trying to start a relationship. The lack of confidence, the confusion, the constant self doubt. I'm a confident person, usually. I know I'm not outgoing, but I don't doubt myself often. I don't feel the need to second guess how other people feel about me. Until shit like this comes up.
I'm just gonna read and try to forget about it all until tomorrow because I can't exactly do anything right now.
XoXo
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