I do the right thing, and it hurts. It fucking hurts and I want to curl up and not leave bed.
So I took a 4 hour long nap because I can literally not think of anything to do with myself that doesn't involve being curled up in the fetal position and trying not to cry.
What the actual fuck.
I don't think I can handle this.
After all the shit you've put me through, and all the growing I've done as a person... I still can't fucking handle this.
I'm trying to crochet and get my order done and think of good stuff... But I'm just fighting the urge to text you. That's literally all I'm doing.
XoXo,
S
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