keeping up

I've been so busy keep up with homework. But I'm actually keeping up with it and that's what matters. As of now, I feel horribly unprepared if I don't have my homework done 2 days before it's due. Which is why I haven't been blogging much. I thought I had a portrait due today for my drawing class. I didn't, but I did the homework last night and felt terrible about waiting so long for it. I need to redo it anyway, but I have til Tuesday and will probably do it this weekend.

Then I have a paper due tomorrow that I haven't even started (and really can't until I have my other notebook. I hate being unorganized.) But it's only a page and a half so I should be able to do that one just fine. I'm still feeling nervous and terrible about it though. I'm not working, which means I need to at least be doing well in school.

I've also been playing the Sims Social on facebok. It makes me want to play the real thing REAL bad. I don't have any money to buy it though. Funny thing about not having a job, right?

XoXo,
S

algebra 9 hours later

I've literally been working on my algebra homework for 9 hours today. I'm tired and my brain hurts and I'm frustrated because a lot of it still isn't clicking for me. Some it if is starting to though. Then I just need to repeat this studying crap tomorrow, and then again on Monday and Tuesday and I should be in good shape for the quiz.

College is starting to make my personal life shitty. I'm not a pleasant person when I'm stressed, and I've been stressing over Algebra for a while now. I probably should have dropped and done the math class bellow this, but I hate quitting. I'm surprised I'm trying so hard though. In high school, I'd have given up after 45 minutes. I'd never admit it to Michael, but he really is making me want to work harder in life to get what I want. He's frustrated with me right now, but I love him for everything he's helping me to do.

XoXo,

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