important! ish.

I had two bad french tests in a row. I sent my pokewalker through the washer and killed my butterfree. I mean, I only had her on there because I don't need her in my line-up, but I still feel bad. I'm getting a replacement one once I have the money.

More importantly...


I SEE THE DRESDEN DOLLS ON SUNDAY.




I'm so excited. SO EXCITED.







Now that you've gotten the part of my blog where I talk sadly about my life, and about something fun, here's my big angry pet-peeve rant:



Why is it when you're facing something that intrudes your rights as a human you're always told that there's nothing you can do about it and it's best to just ignore it? Ignoring it doesn't change problems. As adults the things we face are usually far from the average high school bully, so why are we acting like children and pretending the problems don't exists? What was ever changed or accomplished by ignoring the unpleasant? Why should we live an unhappy life just because making it happy will take a lot of work? Settle for annoying because it would take work to have happy? Sounds great to me.

It's also challenging to deal with people who claim to be open minded and liberal but mantain closedmindedness. Unless it's a situation that I've experience both sides of I usually take the other opinion into consideration. If it's not completely insane I usually expand on my original opinion to cover or include what they said. But that's just me.

No pictures today, but I'll post a lot after the concert. Hopefully.

XoXo
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I'm going to start tagging my posts again, I noticed while I was going through old entries that I used to do that a lot, and they were usually interesting tags thrown in :)

Binders

I posted already today. A pictureless post. I figured I'd share something about myself with you, and by that, I mean my binders. I'm only showing 3 (the others are in my high school box, which I don't want to get out right now, and aren't as decorative).

One is from last year around the time everyone started school (But I'm graduated d: ). It's all Dresden Dolls/Amanda Palmer lyrics.
Since this one is really busy, I'll break it down a bit for anyone interested in what it says.

Can you see the means without the end-Astronaught; WKAP
Gravity Plays favorites- Gravity; the Dresden Dolls
Giddy as a gang banger- Mandy Goes to Med School; Yes Virgina
No one cares if your back is bleeding- Bad Habit; The Dresden Dolls
I'm not gonna live my life on one side of an Ampersand- Ampersand; WKAP
It isn't worth my time- Guitar Hero; WKAP
If wellness is this, what in hells name is sickness- Runs in the Family; WKAP
I can not run from my family-- Runs in the Family; WKAP
If you want a straight line, this would be a good time- Gravity; The Dresden Dolls
I've got some issues to work through- Girl Anachronism; The Dresden Dolls
We're taking you to Hollywood- Night Reconnaissance; No Virgina (purple line)
I think I'll wait another year- Another Year; WKAP
I've seen better days but I don't care- Oasis; WKAP
Just Sing- Sing; Yes Virginia
The world is happy without you- Dear Jenny; No Virginia
Sad but true the truth will turn your smile to a frown- Dear Jenny; No Virginia

I only drew on one side. The other just says "As wicked as you are, you're beautiful to me", has blue hearts all over and stickers from the price gun with Brandon's name one it... Also, In the corner is says "Fall 2008-Summer2008"

Next is only a 1/2 inch binder. It was an impulse buy, since I was going through changes in my life. They're more simplistic in words, bigger in design

The world is pretty upside down- Dear Jenny; No Virginia
There is this thing that's like talking except you don't talk- Sing; Yes Virginia
In the corner, I burned the plastic off and carved the ruinic symbol for protection (I think... it's been a while)

Along the spine I put more runes. I'm not totally sure anymore, but I think they all represent protection and various positive things.

Since that binder was so thin I had to get a new one already because the pages were starting to tear out from me over-filling it.

I only just started decorating it. I'm not sure how well it's actually going, but this is only the back. I have the whole front to work with if I'm unhappy about it.

"Luck has nothing to do with it"
I made this the day after... well, the bad shit I was talking about in another post that I still don't feel like spewing across the internet to strangers. It's not really related to the incident, it's just what came out.

I'll keep you posted on my binders I guess. I get about one or two a year, depending on how much crap/inspiration I go through and how quickly it gets filled.

XoXo

Over Obsessed

I could quite literally post an Amanda Palmer lyric for ever single problem I go through. Or for every event in my life. Or just for my feelings about certain things. I fear my obsession is a bit too strong, but I always used to envy people who had such strong feelings for something that they could let it consume a part of their life.

The last obsession I had that was this big was my obsession with Buffy the Vampire Slayer (because I totally got over that and wasn't about to splurge all my money on a big book of Buffy fandom that I saw at B&N)

I also really want a bustle-styled coat. And more striped vests like the one I got at Wet Seal. And a few more corsets and some short saloon girl styled skirts. I want to make them. Not the stockings... Maybe attach garter straps to the inside of my skirts though.

I have a vision, of a semi-cropped vest, wide and shapely V neck (I can't stand the straight ones) a little bit of a hood to protect hair from the rain, with a little ruffle along the edge. And a small bustle shape on the back. The whole thing would be black and white striped (or solid black or white or I don't even know) and it would be FABULOUS And I'd wear it fucking everywhere. I think I'm going to Sharpie up a picture of it and post it here and on dA.

I have 2 followers on Twitter. That in itself amazes me. I still only have a few blog readers though.

I suppose if I got much more than that I couldn't keep the title as "shit no one cares about" right?

I'm going to start putting tags for my entries. Maybe they'll be found.