I've chosen the better path. Not out of guilt or shame over what I wanted to do, but the guilt and shame of knowing I didn't feel any.
Like when you get caught doing something and you're forced to apologize. You are sorry, genuinely sorry, but not for what you did. Only for getting caught.
And I legitimately afraid of what I am and what I'm becoming and I want to hold on the the last shreds of whatever it is that allows me to still call myself a "good" person.
XoXo,
S
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