wtf

Why doesn't anything feel right?

I just want to feel right again.

I hate my jealousy.

I hate that I can't accept you.

I hate that I can't accept myself.

I hate that there's something wrong with me, and

I hate that it hurts you even though you didn't do anything wrong.

I hate that I can't fix it.

I hate that I can't control it without losing part of myself along with it.

I hate that there's something wrong with me that I don't quite understand.

I hate not understanding.

I'm tired of all the pressure in my head.

I need to take the edge off of life. Feel normal.

XoXo